You Never Quite Believe That your pet is dead, till the moment you watch them fall in the ground and that first shovel of dirt hits there body. That's the moment Time Freezes and you stare at the lifeless body below, Deciding weather to cry yourself to sleep or go punch a tree to hide all emotion, or pretend you just don't care and lock everything away. A lot of things race through your head. And so you stand there not knowing what to do.
You don't want to believe it... but you must except the truth.
You Never Quite Believe That your alone in such a big world, till you look at you hand and look around and find that no one's there holding you tightly. That's the moment you realize you have to fight or die.
You Never Quite Believe That one of your family members is off to war with the chance he'll never come back, till you see him drive away, and you say that last good bye mumbled so low to chock back tears. That's the moment you close you eyes walk in the dark and wait holding your brea